OMG!!! My older cousin is finally home!! I am so happy! He is in the national guard and he was in Georgia. I haven't seen him in months and now i cant wait to see him. I am also going to be so sad to see him get sent to out. We dont know where but he is and i am going to miss him so much. He is practically my older brother. I hope he is safe and sound. You will be in my prayers Vyron!! LOVE YOU!!
~*~Ryuhou_lover101~*~
"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
Last night i had a nervous breakdown. My stepdad was yelling at me through the phone last night and my fiancee was on the other line. well, my stepdad made me talk about last year and last year was so hard on me that he made me start crying twice. i then got my cell phone and car taken away because i was yelling and crying because everything that has happened with me is all my fault. i think it is dumb. i then got back on the line with my fiancee and i started saying that i cant handle this anymore and i started packing clothes and the stuff that i want. i told him that i was going to leave tomorrow night (tonight) and stay with a friend for the rest of the week and weekend. I then started crying again because i was scared and i didnt want to get sent away and i didnt want to get hurt anymore by my stepdad. he abused me emotionally and physically for years and i am fed up with it. Brock (fiancee) is worried about me and scared. he said that i have to stick it out becuase i have for this long. i just dont want to anymore. every minute i spend in that house the worse i get treated. im going to try and take my cell phone back tonight and then leave. if my parents want to call the cops on me then they can go ahead. i just cant stand to live with this anymore. i am done. i then cried a few more times on the phone with him until he calmed me down a bit. he said to try and see what happens at the end of the week. i wont last because i know that things will get better by tomorrow and then it will happen all over again. Anyways, after he said he loved me we hung up and i finished packing. what do you think i should do? i would really like your opinion on this?
WOOT!!!!!!! We just got our Mcdonalds back today! YAY!!! So, i got McDonalds today with my little brother. I dropped him off at school and then i went to school. I walk in with my breakfast and go up to the table where my friends are. They take one look at start freaking out and screaming... "WHY DIDNT YOU GET ME MCDONALDS!! YOU HAVE TO GET ME MCDONALDS ON MONDAY!" Isnt that selfish? I mean i bought one friend something but that was becuase he bought me lunch last week so i owed him. Don't you think that they are being so selfish? I mean i dont like it when people get mad at me because i have a car and money to get food. I think its just plain rude. Do you think im right or not? Please tell me.
Please and Thank you
~Kays~
My best friend Lacey is here and im so happy!!! im so glad to see her. Its only been 3 months but for me it has been like an ETERNITY!!! I am just super excited to see her and hang out tomorrow afternoon. It totally sucks that she lives 2 hours away from me and i cant see her every weekend. But at least she came down this weekend! WOOT!!!!
My Thanksgiving went AMAZING! I worked all weekend long but i still was able to have an amazing time. MY BF PROPOSED TO ME AND NOW IM ENGAGED!!!!!!!!! I know its kinda early and we are both seniors in high school but we love each other very much! My ring is so beautiful! We are going to have a long engagement and we are hoping to go to colleges kinda close to each other. I am planning on going to Lakearea Tech Institute in Watertown to be a Physical Therapist. I think it would be fun. Anyways, im very happy to be engaged and i would like to hear what you think. Please and Thank you
~Kays~
COMMENTS
I would recommend that you two get an apartment together if you are planning to live close to each other, it will save a lot on student loans or money from your own pocket. It will also give you a trial run for how it would be if you were married. I'm living with my fiancee right now, there are a lot of rough patches, maybe it's just my own insecurities, but everything can't be prefect all the time.
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lusifer
17:25 Mar 14 2009
well, I'd ask him and keep contact him as much as you can